Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Drugs

So.. this is where I need to be when THIS kind of weather hits (in a straight jacket) . Yes. I sometimes take medications and enjoy their benefits. I believe that is just appreciating what is PRESCRIBED to you. I don't hit the streets looking for my next hit... BUT!!!!! What I would do for a Xanax RIGHT NOW!!!! did i say, RIGHT NOW???? This weather is a huge problem for me. Don't know why... have a few ideas, nothing solid tho. If anyone would like to give me the gift of hypnosis for Christmas, I would GREATLY appreciate it!

But for the time being... taking ambien 15mg will have to work for me to get some sleep so that I can go back to work tonight......

I am open to better ideas (or better drugs)!!!!

2 comments:

KK said...

How about let's just not worry about the weather and break the chain of whatever family affliction that this comes from?

Don't worry - Be happy!!!

Anonymous said...

My name is Carrie James and i would like to show you my personal experience with Ambien.

I have taken for 30 days. I am 23 years old. First I took it to help me fall asleep. After a couple of days I noticed that it made me feel really good, so I would take it just to feel the high that it gave me. I would had no memory of what I did the night before. Every night I did really weird things like send out strange emails, take weird pictures, and I fear that I did things that I still don't know about. I would also hallucinate. I would just spend a lot of time staring at things watching them move, like the wall or notes on sheet music. I was way too distracted to go to bed. It made me tired, but I didn't want to go to bed. I stopped taking it because I don't want to get involved with something like that. I think about it all the time and I have cravings for it, but I just don't think I need anymore problems.

Side Effects :
Hallucinations, feeling of being high, and no memory of things I did the night before.

I hope this information will be useful to others,
Carrie James